Now that my parents know everything that had happened between me and him, i felt slightly more relieve even though i was initially quite unhappy that he told my mom. I don't know why i never told my parents myself, probably trying not to worry them, trying to stop them from nagging about it, worried to disappoint them if i am not living a happy life, and more importantly, not wanting them to have negative thoughts about him despite all that has happened.

Yet, it was okie when they knew.

Perhaps i have grown up alittle in their eyes.
Perhaps they are more conscious about how i feel.
At the very least, they have stopped urging me to get married and realized that i should be happy first and foremost.

You know what?
I think i should be happy first and foremost too.